A Response

After having read Manda's blog, my hatred toward Elliot has turned into "slightly less" hatred (more like an ill will if I had to name it). I am starting to realize that he was a big part of your life...and probably contributed a bit to who you are...So, I no longer hate him (but, don't ever expect me to be friends with him...as I have said before, you are much bigger than I).

I have never said this before, but do you think things would have been different had we found an apartment together? Or, is this all fate? Maybe it was good that you and Elliot had not worked things out (don't get me wrong), otherwise you would have never found your third love. Ralph is much better.

I don't think you are a slut for having three loves...it adds to experience. You learn from previous relationships and realize how to make your current one better. Maybe having loved before allows you to realize what real love is. Who knows? I think it is great that you have loved twice before, because unlike others, you are able to reflect positively on each. It definitely shows how you've matured and grown. It makes you...you. Besides, the third time is the charm (sorry, i didn't mean to jinx you).

As for Katie, relationships are a two way street. I know that Eric needs to be more thoughtful and actually do something romantic, but you might have to make the first move. I mean...Eric is oblivious (no offense). Give him a push in the right direction...and I am sure he will know how to take it from there. Also, Eric is probably incredibly stressed and can't think of much else at the moment. I know this isn't much of an excuse, but from personal experience, I know that school work has gotten in the way of Jen and Kebby time (one too many times). I know, I know...the nickname is mushy, but that's how Kevin's niece and nephew say his name. I think if you start doing things that are incredibly thoughtful/romantic (not that you haven't), he will get the hint. I mean he does go to Cornell (he's gotta be smart, right?).

As I've said before, we are all lucky to be in love...and with every love, we need to do our part.

On an entirely different note...I got totally buzzed off of 1/4 of a long island. Sad isn't it? I miss those days when Manda and I drank straight from a tequila bottle.

Much love,

Jen